urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:babyaurevoir baby, au revoir baby, au revoir 2006-12-04T08:45:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:babyaurevoir:2874 2006-12-03T23:31:48Z 2006-12-04T08:45:07Z we could be perfect one last night<br />and die like star-crossed lovers when we fight<br />and we can settle this affair<br />if you would shed your yellow take my hand<br />and then we'll solve the mystery of laceration gravity<br />this riddle of revenge please understand it has to be this way and<br /><br />stand up fucking tall<br />don't let them see your back<br />take my fucking hand<br />and never be afraid again<br /><br />we've only got one chance to put this at an end<br />and cross the patron saint of switchblade fights<br />you said we're not celebrities, we spark and fade, they die by threes<br />i'll make you understand and you can trade me for an apparition<br /><br />stand up fucking tall<br />don't let them see your back<br />take my fucking hand<br />and never<br /><br />trust, you said<br />who put the words in your head<br />oh how wrong we were to think<br />that immortality meant never dying<br /><br />stand<br />take my fucking hand<br />take my fucking...<br /><br />stand up fucking tall<br />don't let them see your back<br />take my fucking hand<br />and never be afraid again<br /><br />just because my hands around your throat!<br /><br /><b>'sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself and become a new person.'</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:babyaurevoir:2342 2006-11-18T03:53:27Z 2006-11-18T03:53:27Z you my love are allowed to forget about the Christmas you just spent stressed out in your parents house <br /><br />you my love are allowed to shed the weight of all the years before like bad disco clothes, save them for a night of dancing, stoned with your lover<br /><br />you my love are allowed to let yourself drown every night in bottomless wild and naked symbolic dreams<br /><br />you my love in sleep can unlock your youth and your most terrifying magic and dreaming is for the courageous<br /><br />you my love are allowed to grab my guitar and sing me idiot love songs if you lost your ability to speak, but keep it down to two minutes<br /><br />you my love are allowed to rot and to die and to live again more alive and incandescent than before<br /><br />you my love are allowed to beat the shit out of your television, choke its thoughts and corrupt its mind kill kill kill kill the motherfucker before the song of zombiefied pain and panic and malaise and its narrow right winged vision and its cheap commercial gang rate becomes the white noise of the world (turn about is fair play)<br /><br />you my love are allowed to forgive and love your television<br /><br />you my love are allowed to speak in kisses to those around you and those up in heaven<br /><br />you my love are allowed to show your babies how to dance full bodied, starry eyed, audacious, supernatural and glorified<br /><br />you my love are allowed to suck in every single endeavour<br /><br />you my love are allowed to be soaked like a lovers blanket in the New York summertime with the wonder of your own special gift<br /><br />you my love are allowed to receive praise<br /><br />you my love are allowed to have time<br /><br />you my love are allowed to understand<br /><br />you my love are allowed to love<br /><br />woman disobey <br /><br />little man believe<br /><br />you my love are a rebellion. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:babyaurevoir:2280 2006-10-20T07:11:42Z 2006-10-20T07:12:05Z sink or swim? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:babyaurevoir:1779 2006-10-18T07:56:31Z 2006-10-18T07:57:06Z shallow insecure self-obsessed bunch of idiots. i hope you rot.<br /><br />when i see you my insides churn with revulsion. you are the epitome of everything i never want to become. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:babyaurevoir:1521 2006-10-14T02:45:01Z 2006-10-14T02:45:01Z my world is contained within the palm of my hand. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:babyaurevoir:1243 2006-09-28T06:25:24Z 2006-09-28T06:39:51Z don't you know i can see through you? i know there's nothing below the surface, you dumb bitch.<br /><br />i know you're nothing more than your image & quite frankly i can't wait to be rid of you.<br /><br />you're just an average person with a talent at making yourself look pretty. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:babyaurevoir:1016 2006-09-08T10:56:03Z 2006-09-08T10:58:49Z this body's a graveyard of sin<br />all the evil i've done<br />and known<br />and done again.<br />my sins are numbered like my days.<br />they're marked in tombstone letters.<br />there are savage flowers in this cemetary of the soul,<br />neon pink and blue in bloom<br />that distract from what's hidden below<br />scrape the surface away & reveal what lies underneath:<br />nothing.<br />a void.<br />a cavity, yawning black, <br />where there should be a nest of emotion.<br /><br />but we learn to accept our flaws<br />we learn to live without.<br />& so i did.<br />& so i learned to cultivate<br />that dead earth. to make it bloom & shimmer<br />with clever illusions.<br />because people don't bother<br />to look beyond<br />the surface.